Tuesday, December 20, 2005
10:50 PM
urgghhh.. migraine just suckkkkkkkk. fuck itt.
kept thinkin yesterdae. godd. haishh. i couldn't sleep. tossed and turned in bed. yet juz couldn't get myself tuhh sleep. i thot.. maybe.. juz maybe it was muhh fault. haishh. i mean.. i was the one who changed. i noe very well dat his personality is lidat. haishh .. sick`. i mean.. i cud bloody well see dat he was like.. trying his best to change and all. thou the improvement wasn't satisfactory. i knew him well enough t0 bloody hell see dat he was attempting.. 4 0nce tuhh juz make me happie.. yet, i lost it. how cud i lose my cool when everything was fine? yahh.. he didn't treat me as great as when we just got backk together. that's his fault.. but it was my fault to lose muhh cool. urgghh. buay tahan le larhhhhhh.. i know he cares about me. but he.. idiot. when he's bloody hellie nice, he can be shoo nice. but he can just change immediately.. to be such an asshhhole. urgghh. y0uu attempting.. i'm freaking happie. but it ain't enough. maybe to u, i'm asking furh too much. but noo.. i'm telling you. it's very ez if you put away what others might think about u. i used to not bother. n i pampered u too much lorr. then, it was your turn to pamper me.. but it seems lykk.. u dun even care to dote on me. haishh. let it be over then. sincerely, i dun wish to think about it at all. it could have been close to purrfect. but now, i guess, it's gonna be close to doomsdae.. haishh..
pek chek`.
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